thank you biological clock!

so my biological clock has been ticking for some time now..

i would love to have children, but theres two reason why its stopping me..

1. i financially cant afford to take care of a child.
2. i dont have a man.

number one is whats really stopping me...

i really wants to have children by the time im 35, im 9 yrs away... i have 9 yrs to hopefully find someone..


my halloween costume is pretty much ready to go.. need to cut the wig short, get dressed up etc... pics will come that day sometime.

not much else.. gotta work tonight... i hope we have shit to do, i really hate not having work.

anyways time to watch me some tv..

Oh the joys...

So I need to either get more hours at my job... Or get a full time job....
My student loan wants me to pay back 557... I so can't afford that... I did apply for and extension on paying them back.. I have another 6 months...

And I has work tonight... For some odd reason... I work tues-sat.. Which I can't work Saturday nights due to having to take the bus Sunday morning... Buses don't run till after 8am... So ya....

Not much else

B.C later today!

i leave for my long awaited trip to the other side of the country.... i cant wait to get out for a little bit.. we leave today around 11am.. and arrive in vancouver 330pm their time... should be fun.

i got a net stick to connect to the net with, but because of a service problem because of a train in two harbours it will not work for a while.. gonna give it a try in vancouver.. doesnt work then ill give good ol tbaytel a call :D

anyways i is out!

fall

i love fall time

midnights

i started midnights yesterday, i was quite shocked that i didnt sleep or get overly tired.. their was a few their that looked like death.. lol.. tonight i believe we start moving some stuff over.. so at least we wont be very bored.

so far the city buses havent gone on strike so thats good.

and ive lost 3lbs so far :D ya me!

not much else..

time flies...

so the last few weeks have sucked.

went back to my second ultrasound aug 20th, found out my little friend was still there, was sent home and told to contact my family doctor... saw my family doctor that following monday, he told me to stop taking my ibuprofens and gave me a prescription for low dose asprins... that day i also went back for another ultrasound because my doc wanted to see it.. was almost sent back to emerg by the ultrasound tech.. told her i wasnt going back because the emerg docs wont do anything....

and i didnt like my week off work, sucked balls, and my pay check tomorrow is gonna suck because of it.. reason why i wish they gave sick pay to part timers!

this past week my leg actually feels 100% better.. i believe my little friend is gone, hopefully i find out this friday, if i can get into see the ultrasound peps.. im really hoping its gone because i dont want to cancel my trip because of it.. stupid clot!

soon the store starts renos and i said id help with it, gives me 37 hrs a week.. i wont complain.. i need the moneys.

tomorrow will be one month till my vacation.. i need it.. big time.. :D

i also wish their was better jobs in this city.. my next plan after my vacation, im gonna put money away to move out of town. my goal is to move to halifax next fall.. hopefully..

not much else..

stupid leg.... and fish

not last weekend but the weekend before that i went fishing with colin, we caught a lot of fish that weekend, i had so much fun that i didnt want to leave. but i had to go back to work.

work was ok, been working lots

last weekend i went camping over night, with cory and crystal koski and their friend matt. we went to cory's friends place and i had a lot of fun, met some new people, and just enjoyed myself. the koski's are a hoot. it was good spending time with them.

went to the cle and ran into cory and crystal.. oh and ian as well, also saw ashley with her bf.. their too cute together... he better treat her good or ill be kickin his butt!

friday i woke up with pain in my leg, it lasted all weekend, and i got annoyed so today i went to the walk in clinic, then he sent me to the emergency because he suspected a blood clot.. 4 hrs later and a trip to the ultrasound place, we find out i have a tiny blood clot below my knee.. hes not that concerned yet, so ive been ordered not to work for a week, and take it easy, walk on occasion and take ibprofen.. i go back friday for another ultrasound to make sure my little friend hasnt moved or gotten bigger.. lets just say im not havin fun at all!

not much else.. just chillin at the house.. i must leave and walk to the bathroom.