halloweeen....

so this year i got dressed up, im finding i enjoy getting dressed up, more so than i did a few years back...

this year i went as russell edgington from true blood.

http://trueblood.wikia.com/wiki/Russell_Edgington

heres some pics



and then me and my two room mates



Aerlie went as winter and Jeff was Jesus

overall the party was fun, and i stayed up till 4am.

and on halloween night i gave out candy canes lol..yup some kids laughed, but hey christmas is almost here.. we had about 20 kids... my mom had 200

today i has my yearly docs appointment, and then i plan to nap for a bit before house.. then go to work and ya cause trouble...

i believe were almost done... but i could be so wrong lol..

i also found on on friday night, that my dad was in the hospital and family memebers did not inform me... i was really pissed off.. he spent 7 days in ICU because he had severe phenomia... im gonna bring this up at christmas time to family, because i have a feeling if he were to pass away i wouldnt know about it.. and im very annoyed at my dads side of the family.. it really upsets me.. ya my dad can be a pain in the ass, but the man helped create me, and i do love the hell out of him....

anyways .. ya.. not much else...

thank you biological clock!

so my biological clock has been ticking for some time now..

i would love to have children, but theres two reason why its stopping me..

1. i financially cant afford to take care of a child.
2. i dont have a man.

number one is whats really stopping me...

i really wants to have children by the time im 35, im 9 yrs away... i have 9 yrs to hopefully find someone..


my halloween costume is pretty much ready to go.. need to cut the wig short, get dressed up etc... pics will come that day sometime.

not much else.. gotta work tonight... i hope we have shit to do, i really hate not having work.

anyways time to watch me some tv..

Oh the joys...

So I need to either get more hours at my job... Or get a full time job....
My student loan wants me to pay back 557... I so can't afford that... I did apply for and extension on paying them back.. I have another 6 months...

And I has work tonight... For some odd reason... I work tues-sat.. Which I can't work Saturday nights due to having to take the bus Sunday morning... Buses don't run till after 8am... So ya....

Not much else

B.C later today!

i leave for my long awaited trip to the other side of the country.... i cant wait to get out for a little bit.. we leave today around 11am.. and arrive in vancouver 330pm their time... should be fun.

i got a net stick to connect to the net with, but because of a service problem because of a train in two harbours it will not work for a while.. gonna give it a try in vancouver.. doesnt work then ill give good ol tbaytel a call :D

anyways i is out!

fall

i love fall time

midnights

i started midnights yesterday, i was quite shocked that i didnt sleep or get overly tired.. their was a few their that looked like death.. lol.. tonight i believe we start moving some stuff over.. so at least we wont be very bored.

so far the city buses havent gone on strike so thats good.

and ive lost 3lbs so far :D ya me!

not much else..

time flies...

so the last few weeks have sucked.

went back to my second ultrasound aug 20th, found out my little friend was still there, was sent home and told to contact my family doctor... saw my family doctor that following monday, he told me to stop taking my ibuprofens and gave me a prescription for low dose asprins... that day i also went back for another ultrasound because my doc wanted to see it.. was almost sent back to emerg by the ultrasound tech.. told her i wasnt going back because the emerg docs wont do anything....

and i didnt like my week off work, sucked balls, and my pay check tomorrow is gonna suck because of it.. reason why i wish they gave sick pay to part timers!

this past week my leg actually feels 100% better.. i believe my little friend is gone, hopefully i find out this friday, if i can get into see the ultrasound peps.. im really hoping its gone because i dont want to cancel my trip because of it.. stupid clot!

soon the store starts renos and i said id help with it, gives me 37 hrs a week.. i wont complain.. i need the moneys.

tomorrow will be one month till my vacation.. i need it.. big time.. :D

i also wish their was better jobs in this city.. my next plan after my vacation, im gonna put money away to move out of town. my goal is to move to halifax next fall.. hopefully..

not much else..